Everything Has Gone...

It's very annoying when I'm back to home. Everyday,, my Dad nag to me. I want to run away from here. I don't Like. I think,, back to home is the most exciting. But now everything is different. How am I not angry?? I'm back to home hoping my parents miss me. UntiL I had a mind to not come back next hoLiday. Huh!

Today is raining. Remember about something that make me cry. I sit on the roof,, and hope everything wiLL be fine. Very comfortabLe when I sit in the roof Like this. Becoz,, I can feeL whatever I want and whatever I Like. LoneLy. I feeL it now. I want to be aLone. Thinking about the times when I was with Him. I said to myseLf,, "PLease, don't cry again". Becoz I remember he aLso said that to me.

Now,, no more arms that hug me warmLy. No more song that can caLm me down. No more a bedtime stories for me. And everything has gone aLong with him gone from beside me. I know that I stiLL need him. But,, I can't do anything to make him come back to me.

Waaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was shocked!!
Now,, when I write this articLe,, he sent me a message.
He said he miss me... very miss me.. wanna meet me.. wanna hug me...
wew.. a crazy man. But somehow,, I stiLL Love him.
Oke,, I wiLL show u our message. Just LittLe (H=Him,, M=Me) in Bahasa.
H: Kapan ke Semarang??
M: Masih beLum tau nih.. wkwkwk.. kaLo ngga minggu ya seLasa.. ada apa??
H: Gpp.. Aku pingin ngurangi kaLori.. wkwkwk..
M: Weh --" ta kira apa.. wkwkwk.. sama pacarmu to yo.. :)
H: wkwkwk ngga ah..
M: Hahahaha... eh,, kamu ganti gemini donk.. sekarang udah murah.. 2jtan... :p
H: Kamu mau beLiin?? wkwkwk...
M: Yaaa besok kaLo udah bisa cari uang sendiri.. hmm.. kamu gimana sama pacar barumu??
H: Jarang sms.. hha..
M: Loh,, kenapa?? kamu ada puLsa kan padahaL??
H: MaLes aja...
........ and the next is secret.

I'm confused by Him. I ever toLd u right?? Like this,,
"If you're not Like me again,, and chose Her,,,,,,
PLease Forget Me........ TT

Hhhhhhh...... Maybe I shouLd have known that Everything Has Gone.... TT