Heloo Again!

After the exam that made me want to VOMIT,, I'm come back...!!!
And,, in my 3 weeks holiday,, I hope I can do something nice..

First,, This is the worst christmas of my life.. hate about it..!! :(
Second,, still can't forget about HIM.. Oh My..!! :(
and Third,, Hole in my heart that's almost healed now open again.. What The F*ck!! DX

Thinking about him... 5 minutes ago,, in my account,, I read something can make my "hole heart" open again.. It's very difficult to accept the fact.............. Now He Likes another Girl........ Damn!

On Christmas eve,, I cried all night.. Alone.. in my room.. Until i'm sleep..
and,, the next day-on christmas-I go to the curch with my eyes swollen..

Last Night,, I can't sleep.. Remember about call him-until the sun rises- last year.. Crying again.. --"
And i tried to send him a message.. "hi.. asleep?"

Waiting..

Waiting..

Waiting..

Until i'm sleep and the sun rises,, he's not reply my message... DX
What the hell??!! he read it but he not reply... :'(

hhhhhhhhhhh.... maybe i should just have to accept the fact that He's Not Like Me Again..!!
Hope u can find a greater happiness with HER....
And,, Thanks for everything u gave me..
because your love for me has taught me a lot about happiness... ^^
and for the last,, I LOVE U wherever u go... :D

PS: "LOVE BEGINS WITH A SMILE,, GROW WITH A KISS,, AND ENDS WITH A TEARDROP"